mel mel's BLAH BLAH land

I don't feel so miserable about you anymore

Is it because of the exams?

Is it because of the great weather outside?

or is it you just don't matter that much anymore?

or or or, have someone managed to take you out from where you belong?

I don't know. But i do know that its a good thing that i am not feeling that miserable about you anymore.

Sometimes i wonder if its my fault or if its the fault of others.

I can give everything for a friendship that i treasure so much.

It took me so much thought to really tell her about what i think.

I thought friends could be truthful to each other and then we become better friends.

How can it be that this friend, whom i treated so dearly, didnt even bother replying to me.

It could be my fault that i was too harsh? But wouldn't one reply if you really cared?

so all my giving in was all in vain?

How can it be that you don't care, but i can care so much?

52 days more of life in europe!! at least things cleared up in the last 52 days =)

signing off
1:52 AM

5 mths and 17 days in copenhagen officially

less than 2 months to home!

i wonder how will i feel when i really really get home after so much anticipation and how much i will miss copenhagen and of cos, the friends that i have made over here!

more than half a yr of life outside home and i really treasure home!!

even more after i travelled with my dad, aunt and sis!

i lived up to some promises like being strong on myself, not throwing the face of the KONG family, etc, etc.

i am also quite satisfied with how i m doing here. met my own expectations!

but for some matters, bahhh, i have not exactly achieved wad i set for myself before leaving!

2 MORE MONTHS!

i miss u soooo much sometimes

signing off
3:53 AM