mel mel's BLAH BLAH land

2007 is coming to an end!
on the first hr of the LAST DAY of 2007, let's do a summary.

this is the yr tt i cannot wait to get over and done with.
this yr has been one of ups and downs to me.
so 2007 shall go and i hope 2008 will be betteR!
2007 is going to be gone, but i miss 2006 still.
somehow, 2006 was the best yr of my life where i got the best of 3 worlds. =)

so 2007.

2007 was slack. i agree. slacked for 8 mths b4 entering uni.
most prob one of the UPS in 2007 was A lvl results no doubt.
the day i got lucky and the day i felt like jc was the best yrs in my life where i got to know FANTASTIC pple who understands me best =)
and then i worked!
went to the corporate society. hahas! though it was a slack job. but wadever.
i got my SALARY!

and i became a UNI student. amazing huh...
UNI STUDENT. i feel so old =(
and got involved in my FAVE sport. - SNOOKER AND POOL

and i guess there were more downs than ups in 2007.
mummy's gone.
hammy's gone too.
my mum's gone. my pet's gone.
which made me realise tt fam is actually very impt and i believed the 4 of us are more dependent and loving towards each other =)
and tt i have actually neglected them sometimes even when momo was ard.

hammy's gone too.
and i agree i neglect hammy sometimes too.
so sorry. too late for sorries. but still... i loved u so much =)
he nvr fails to make my day whenever i played with him.

bout all this sums up 2007.
i have not many things to rem in 2007.
i wanna get over and done with 2007 so tt i can welcome 2008 with OPEN ARMS.

somehow, dun ask me why.. i have a feeling tt 2008 will be a great yr.
somehow... dun disappoint me =)

signing off
12:07 AM

不了解我的所作所为
不了解自己的思想
不了解那突然的改变
不了解最后的结果
我到底是我吗？
为何那么不了解自己。

可是，我没后悔
那是好事。

everything was so familiar.
i felt like tt b4.
tt's why i knew wad decision to make.
cos i knew i would have regretted.

why did i have to learn from tt lesson?
it was a painful one.

signing off
12:40 AM

maybe i am tired of wadever i tried to do in the past.
maybe it is time.
i duno wad other excuses can i come up with to explain the complexity.
just no regrets mel mel. NO REGRETS

signing off
12:40 AM

i am bored.
so i decided to blog though i dun really have things to blog. hahas.
went to play snooker with ben this evening till bout 1o.
had dinner at this ulu hawker centre near my old hse which i did not know bout. hahas.
and met a very funny weird eccentric old man. =X

earlier in the afternoon, my aunt came over to my place.
to take her present from taiwan. HAHAS. and to let the BOYS play while poor meeeee... was so bored. =( (my sis went to sentosa btw)

feeling so lonely these days. hahas..
like nth to do de.

snooker a bit rusty cos 10 days nvr play.
hmmm.. time to brush up again.
time to let my pockets bleed.

and tmr is DOOM'S DAY.
to ntu students. hahas. JIA YOU WOR! sushi!!! jia you for our french.
KELLY!! jia you for our cbc! =)

signing off
10:34 PM

this is a little belated. lols.
but anyway.. merry christmas my dear momo.
i hoped santa brought u home ytd
u know we all miss u =)
loves

signing off
10:55 PM

finally have time to settle down and blog bout my taiwan trip.
too much photos, so i am kinda lazy to upload photos.
shall let u pple see the photos when we meet up =)

taiwan was FUN! though it was my second trip there.
went with 2 of my dad's colleagues and their fam and OBVIOUSLY... i was like the OLDEST kid ard..
think i am getting old. those kids get on my nerves sometimes when they are too noisy or when they ask me to play games. HAHAS.
but still.. i am so nice tt i tolerated them =X

went to many places like taipei, gao shiong, kenting, chia yi, tai chung, hua lien and etc. i forgot. pai seh.. LIMITED MEMORY SPACE! =)

precious time spend with my fam definitely.
most of the time taking care of my dad instead of him taking care of us. hahas.
and almost everyone got food poisoning for a few days except me and my sis. i wonder why...
everyone else was like looking for toilet most of the time or taking medication why me and my sis pig out ALL THE TIME.
so we say.. we have mutated stomachs which can digest almost EVERYTHING. wahahahass!!!

and the weather was fineee most of the days we were there except for the last 2 days.
luckily our trip was ending soon.. and i did not have to bear the cold weather =)

shopping was done. eating was FUN! taiwan is FUNNN!!!

signing off
12:40 PM

yayyy!! I AM BACK! i bet everyone misses me. or rather, misses their presents. hahas.
whatever! wad matters is u pple MISS ME! wahahahahas!!!!

wan ur presents?? DATE ME! bleahx!

signing off
2:04 AM

ok. my beautiful clown insists this entry.
so i have no choice but to do it, or else... this stupid monkey will not have a day of peace. =X

let's see...
this beautiful clown ar.. not supposed to be my fren in the first place.
cos we belonged to enemy classes. =X 2E and 2Ibut fate twisted here and there till ehh!!! she sat behind the 3 mei nus.
and we started playing with each other and stole her away from our enemies! HAHAS.
we won! cos we are more SIAO and more KPO! so she got lured to us and we becaome 4 da mei nu. =X

and our mo qi, esp mine and hers is SUPERB!
maybe cos we spend too much time together.
our mo qi is PROVEN K! hahas. not anyhow anyhow de.

and though we have proceeded onto different paths, somehow, my prob also become her prob.
and her prob is also her prob. (stupid clown, u shld understand this phrase, cos i help u settle so many probs!)
and i am always her SHIELD! idoit. i tall does not mean u can always hide behind me and help u say NO! HAHAHAS.

but still, cos of all this crazy things, tt's why we are still soooo close.
not only jc frens, i think this clown here will also be my fren for life. =)

signing off
11:26 PM

bu ke yi! bu ke yi! mei ci dou zhe yang.
wo hao lan!!!!!!

played snooker for 6 hrs straight today with angela. hahas.
totoally bo liaooo day for me in hall.
but i enjoyed it!
JUST SNOOOKER!! and the best part is.. DUN NEED PAY! goodie! HAHAS
got my techniques back. i just need exp and accuracy and positioning.
lots of work to be done. but tit's my passion! so yupps.
felling very cui now thks to all the hours of snooker. hahas.
i am ADDICTED! oh noooo!

signing off
8:59 PM

going back to 12 in the night later.
company my roomie for mon tues and she company me on wed!
cos we both have IHRG this week b4 i fly to TAIWAN! HAHAS!!!
holiday holiday!

really going to spend lots of time with my family. =)
but this yr, we are short of one and missing her terribly.

hopefully taiwan wil be fun!
and IHRG will be OWNAGE! wahahahs!!!

signing off
5:21 PM

i found a very nice phrase in a song! hahas

有时分手不是谁负了谁
两个对的人却在错的时候爱了一回

=)

meaningful

signing off
12:06 AM

my personal goal for today and tmr and future!

i wanna excel in snooker and studies. 2 areas tt i have to concentrate on.
seeing the seniors play today was WOW! hahas...i must learn, absorb and practise.
JIA YOU!

signing off
11:39 PM

read sushi's blog. hahas. or rather TU TU'S blog. =X
and yea.. we are really TOOOOO close tt we can reject each other RIGHT IN THE FAC.
and anyway.. the song is SO CLOSE. not TOO CLOSE! hahas.

think my jc frens wil be my gd frens for life.
not only cos we have spent jc life together, but because we really click damn well.
and 2 yrs is enough to know for us to know each other inside out.
so much so tt we know when not to make kel scold us =X hahas!!!
and we even know who dun eat wad. like each other's bf. hahas.. oops

hahas!! and tmr is the day! national snooker league at TPY SNOOKER ZONE!
my homeground. but i am not prepared to play well.
cos my form has been terrible so far. hais...
just sit back, relax and learn tmr. yupps.
dun be so stressed up tmr, mel mel.

mummy is behind u =)

signing off
9:10 PM

ur call made my day.

wei she me zhe yang dui wo?
hui rang wo jue de heng huai nian

signing off
1:48 AM

我不喜欢现在的我.
觉得自己很可恨, 非常的没用.

遇到困难就放弃.
总是不敢面对.
要不,就找个借口混过.
这样的我,为何会存在呢?

我要独立.
我要勇敢.
我要掌控自己的生活.
掌控自己的命.
不要在逃避.
认真对待生命.

mummy, i wanna be a better person. help me.

signing off
12:35 AM

the girls are coming to my hse for mahjong session!! hahas.
kel, me, sushi, elmo and elmo's erhemmm.. hahas.
the usual 4.
wanted to ask kee along but she has driving.
so sorry kee!! HAHAS.

and they are going to stay over! woohooO!!! just as b4. hahas.
very long nvr overnight with them liao.

and they are lateee!!
meet 11.30.
now 1pm le, they stil NOT HERE!
tt's why i resorted to blogging instead. =)))

signing off
12:56 PM

so close. i like the song =)
so closeeee =(

bu shi wo bu yao
shi wo bu hui

xian zai wo zhi dao le

signing off
12:18 AM

yupps yupps. tt's wad i did for today!

met up with darryl and lunch and movie

lunch at ichiban then moive at lido. watched enchanted.

thks to alien's recommendation =)

the movie was niceeee!!! and quite sweet too

then we sat down and chilled for a while, cam whore till 6.30 b4 rushing off to tpy snooker zone to meet tu di for SNOOKER!!! woohoo!!!!

saw my DUMB SIS THERE!! and we played till 12am ++.

tt's why i am only blogging now. hahas.

yes... i LOVE MY LIFE AFTER EXAMS!!! HAHAHAS.

more more more!!!

signing off
12:14 AM