mel mel's BLAH BLAH land

pple.. BLESS ME!

esp mummy up there.
bless me for all the mistakes i made today.
bless me so tt i can be super observant tmr.
bless me so tt i can rem everything tt i have been taught.
bless me so tt nth will go wrong tmr.
AND TT I WILL PASS!

i have faith in myself.
i have faith in mum.

as always.

signing off
10:59 PM

ah ma just called me from home.
suddenly i realised.. i have neglected my dearest ah ma while i was busy with my own life.
so much for missing momo, i forgot to cherish pple ard me who are still ard, and caring for me.

promised her i will take care of ah ma.
i will do it!

signing off
2:02 PM

momo! i know u're happy up there cos of my dream this morning
i know u're overlooking me.
i know everything will be fine.
i know u love and loved me.
i know u know i have nvr forgotten u.
i know u know i love u.
cos i really do.

u know how much i wanna hug and kiss u and say MOMO again.
let me do it in my dreams.

love u.

signing off
10:46 PM

momo's gone for 5 mths and 3 days.
sorry momo.. i did not blog on ur 5th mth cos i was too busy.
i wanted to blog but i duno why i did not eventually.
not tt i forgot bout momo. i know u know =)

nowadays i have a very funny habit.
i talk to nth. i speak to nth.
as if speaking to her. and somehow.. i always get an ans.
was tt u answering all my prayers?

I look into the sky and wonder how r u doing
and if u are looking back, smiling, knowing tt ur girl is doing fine.

momo.. bless me for my driving.
u were a terrible driver! HAHAS. but u know i will do fine. =)

signing off
3:46 PM

hmmmm... my life so far is bf,fam,frens,hall and studies! HAHAS. a lot of things cram into my life.

i need good time management. and i am SERIOUS. hahas.

but nvm. i'll learn soon. hees. my blog is getting boringgg.. so might as well put up some pics. hahas.

ENTERTAINMENT!

first is my AUNTIE'S WEDDING! hahas. my fam photo! dun we all look gd as a fam?

and then donuts from dear!

and then our photo! hees. looks like i bought it for him instead =X

lastly, our night at ADM last night. hahas. stars, full moon and him. =)

signing off
10:14 PM

yozzzz... super long nvr blog le. hahas
dun feel like blogging these days anyway.
kinda busy
cos i am pia-ing my GOLDEN PATH! whahahahas. LI NANXING!!!=)

yupps.. currently at episode 26 alr! APPROACHING LAST EPISODE!
though everyone tells me the ending is stupid and my li nanxing dies. =(
but nvm.. hahas.i'll still watch.

=) dear gave me a surprise. HAHAS.
gan dong gan dong.
but the donuts are still left untouched. =X oops. hahas.

went to support hall olympiad earlier on...
hall 12 did not win, but they did their best.
HALL 12 STILL ROCKS! wahahas!!!!

hmmmm.. wad else to say..
must brush up on tuts alr. cannot keep having GPA of 3. sth. hahas. LOUSYYYYY
jia you mel mel =)

付出，还是负荷？

signing off
11:21 PM

时间是自己分配的
人要自己珍惜。

说的出，却做不到

突然，好想妈妈。
身为老大，却把责任推给妹妹。
身为老大，却最像个小孩。

我也很想成熟。
但我做不到。
妹妹却做得到。

说实话，我很讨厌自己。

signing off
10:53 AM

today is one tiring dayy...
though it is my FREE-EST day of the week. hahas.
ended sch at 9.30am lehs~~~ only one lesson from 8.30-9.30
and my day ended there. hahas.

in the afternoon, went to my dear rm to help him clean his rm.
HAHAS. i am free labour. =X
but he was doing most of the cleaning cos i was erm... slacking? hahas.

after tt he gave me a ride to pz to meet my aunt and sis to do some shopping for her wedding.
and now i am home sweet home! =)

wahahahas. i love home!!!

signing off
12:19 AM

it's been a busy week for me.

first date out with ben OUT OF SCH. hahas.
and it worked out rather well i must say. hahas.
although a bit of rush hr in the end.
and the movie linger a bit disapponting. hahas.
but still, we watched it together. HAHAS

and sun was momo's b dae.
went to visit her and it was a long day.
i must say i miss momo.

so i shall say it here. hahas HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY MOMO. hahas *hugs and kisses*
=)

hmmmm.. sch's officially started for me.
tuts and lectures.
OH MY!!!
cannot wait for fri.. DADDY'S COMMING BACK!
and sat's my AUNTIE'S wedding! HAHAS.

lalala... hope this week ends quick. =)

signing off
12:34 PM

long time nvr blog liao.
tt's life back in hall. hahas.
quite busy. and even if i have nth to do, i prefer to slp! HAHAS.
so nvr blog lors...

these few days quite funn.
ytd went out with the girls
supposedly for a movie but ended up just a simple dinner at nydc.
some shopping and then for me, is home sweet home.

and then.. supposed to go back sch this morning.
but my dad's car no more batt..
so i took a cab to sch instead.
DAMN EX. 35% surcharge.
hello.. i am just a student. dun be so evil to be can. =(

and we're a crappy couple. HAHAS

signing off
1:42 PM

back to hall for first time 2008. =)
cleaned my room.
got interrogated by GAREEN AND GANG.
they are scary. hahas.

then slpt for a while b4 piggy came back from her swim.
bathed and then piggy went for her HR lecture.

then companied him for dinner. =)
b4 he went home as piggy came back.
ate macs with piggy eventually. oops!!

and now i am slacking in hall. hahas.
all the time to myself =)

and so.. i hope it works out beautifully. =)

signing off
10:33 PM

tired.
one whole day out with my dad today, shopping for furniture.

went out in the morning at 10.45.
went to tpy to have macs breakfast.
have my dad's passport photo taken and shop ard for mattress and some other things. LOL.
and HE TOOK SUCH A LONG TIME!
my dad is worst than a female shopper i can tell u.
even i cannot stand him!!! but then.. i am not really a normal female shopper. HAHAS
all my shopping genes have been taken by my dad. =X

after tpy, went home and my dad asked me to teach my bro ADD MATHS!
like how long haven i touched add maths?
so i taught him and then when he was attempting qns, i fell aslp. =X
thks to my rusty brain.

teach him liao.. my dad GO OUT AGAIN.
went to imm cos he wan to continue looking at FURNITURE. diao..
and then we went ard the whole imm looking at SOFAS.
so tiring u know. hahas.

signing off
11:05 PM

ok.. finally blogging.HAHAS. 4th jan.
bout 3 days nvr blog liao.
not i dun wan blog, but i duno wad to blog. hahas

life is kinda weird.
when u dun have sth, u wish and PRAY for it.
and when u get it, u get so confused and u duno wad to do.
maybe it's only my case. LOL
i think i am abnormal. SUPER ABNORMAL.

let's hope things dun get worst from this day on. =X

signing off
9:34 PM

2008 is HERE!
spent the last hr and the first hr of 2007 and 2008 with tu tu, kel, ben, ben's cousin and ben's cousin's fren.
lols.. kinda complicated.

was supposed to be a stayover with kee, kel and tu tu.
but then we went to watch fireworks instead. while kee went for her chalet.

spent my new yr differently this yr.
which makes me believe 2008 wil be GREAT. hahas
took ben's car and we went to indoor stadium for fireworks.
went to sentosa for a few drinks and to chill out.
then to mt. faber to see the CITY VIEW.
b4 going to east coast for MORNING BREAKFAST at 6am. hahas.
and then finally HOME SWEET HOME TO SLP.

long day ytd.
nvr stayed out for sooo long n4.
was definitely an exp. =)

hmmm.. 2008.
new yr
new life
new exp
definitely new resolutions.

this time, i wan gd grades which i dependent on myself.
so i shld hope for self disciplined.
and then.. hahas.. another bu neng shuo de mi mi =)

signing off
9:58 PM