mel mel's BLAH BLAH land

mel mel is blogging!

it's been quite some time and in a few days time... 2008 will be gone!
time passes damn quickly.
i remember blogging bout bye bye 2007 quite some time ago and now! POOF! 2008 is gone too.

anyway. christmas this yr was HORRIBLE. TERRIBLE. DISGUSTING.
spent the whole day in bed. cos i was damn damn damn sick.
woke up with the world spinning ard me. i was so giddy that i puked the whole morning.
the feeling sucks.
giddy is worse than headache.
at least u have panadol to cure headache. but NTH TO CURE giddyness. =(
so i had to forgo meeting up with the hall girls and also miss the phs gathering. hahas.

but 2008 has been quite a gd year for me.
it's not damn gd but just gd.
not a lotta acheivements though. HAHAS.
but 2009 will be gd! i guess.
there is not much looking forward to in 2009. not as much as i anticipated 2008.
but it's still a gd time to make wishes. and hope they all come true!
i shall wish tt christmas will be better nxt yr. hahas.

and i am beginnig to realise that i MIGHT BE addicted to gambling. hahas.
mahjong mahjong mahjong!!
i cannot reject pple who jio me for mahjong. lol!
i guess i have 2 hobbies now! SNOOKER AND MAHJONG.
talking bout snooker.. hmmm... shld i get a new cue??? but i cannot get use to any cues and i still like my cue. though it is not performing up to my expectations.

and and and! i finished the whole series of twilight. LOL
i know i know. everyone's reading it. but i am the few who has FINISHED IT! lol.
my lousy sis is still stuck at eclipse cos she dun like the fact tt edward and bella is getting married. STH'S WRONG WITH HER. hahah i hope she does not read this.

and so. THE NEW YR IS COMING! plans for new yr eve! WOOHOO

signing off
2:38 PM

and there u go!
tt's the title of my blog content tonight. LOL
i am truly bored
i have things i wanna write
but i dun wanna share.

how selfish and ironic is tt.
hahas

my sis bought the book TWILIGHT! and yes yes yes. i know how's everyone crazy bout the book. but since she owns the book, i jumped onto the bandwagon and started reading too.
HAHAS
and to my sister... i think it was the LOVE tt drew u to the book. not the VAMPIRE. lol
cos there was little on vampire. more of how someone can want another so much and so crazily.
so much so tt life aint impt.

maybe it wasn't anything bout the book tt drew me to it. maybe it's something else. hahas
I AM SELFISH.

signing off
12:07 AM

ok.. mel mel is bored.
tt's why i am reviving my blog. hahas.

today's rather okok.
woke up at 9pm, saw the rain and hesitated if i shld go for netball training.
but still! i am disciplined! i drove to sch despite the rain and realised tt training is postponed to 2pm instead.
so cancelled some plans and stayed in sch for training.
eventually, the rain did not stop and we had to train indoors which was quite frightening. HAHAS

went home after training at bout 5. and oh my. trust me. i am totally drained. i bathed, watched tv and fell aslp.
and the weather's damn nice! so i went to slp on my bed and covered myself in blanket.
OH MY GOD *BLISSFUL* hahahas. i still feel like slping now,
guess tt's wad 3 days of mahjong can do to one. makes one DAMN SHAG. hahas

and well. home does not feel like home these days.
no one's at home. dad's in china. sis is mugging hard for her exams and other things. always not at home. bro has to study but i have no time this week for him. let's cross my fingers and pray that he studies himself.

oh well. let's hope things turn for the better. HAHAS.
though life's gd! HAHAS.

signing off
9:20 PM

oh well.. i'm blogging.
this is a long weekend for pple who are studying and working
but to me.. it's just a normal week cos i am having sch hols. HAHAS
maybe the only difference is i have netball training tmr even though it is a public hol. =(
i know gg is reading! HAHAHAS. but i dun wanna drag the team. so i must be hardworking! hees.
and netball and snooker trainings are back to back on each other.
one in NTU and the other in toa payoh.
i will be damn tired i think.
and my flu's coming back. which isn't gd news cos i dun wanna black out again during trainings.
=(

anyway.. this's week rather fine.
except for some jerk who screwed up my mood somehow in one way or another.
thks to little nonya! i am able to let it all out in one go!
thk u nonya.HAHAHAS!

and i really realise things thru exp.
u cannot change wad pple think or wad they perceive of u.
maybe the best thing to settle it is to just satisfy urself and ignore wadever is being said as long as u think u r right.
tt might sound a little ego.
but i really do think my opinions are true. and i do have facts. so i aint making up stories.
so let's be DISASSOCIATED. i wonder where tt word came from. hahas
DISASSOCIATED. =X

signing off
1:25 AM

heys... i am here to blog! and sneezing and blowing my nose at the same times. LOL
i am SICK! thks to the virus my brother passed to me.
so much for helping him out with his work. and he passed his flu virus to me.

and thks to his flu virus, i cannot go for netball training in sch today and have to stay at home and SELF MEDICATE. lol.

this week will kinda be a busy week for me!
maybe except today. cos i skipped netball training.
celebrated kee's b dae ytd (super belated!!!) but still, it was fun!
ate lunch at yuki yaki and made hell lot of noise and we also did a lotta pai seh things. *they know i know* =)
hope kee kee likes her present (though she owns a similiar one) but OURS IS SO MUCH NICER!
and the HUGE birthday card i made =) hahahas!!!

and so! after today.. i guess i will go for netball trainings faithfully after tmr.
and i am also conducting snooker trainings for hall 12 after netball trainings.
SHAG IS THE WORD.
netball trainings will be fun! but let's see how it goes for snooker training.

and being in hall, working with pple makes me realise things.
when u wanna work with pple, make sure u choose wisely.
it's not wise to choose someone because of friendships, etc etc.
i think it is most impt to base selections on ability.
like gg says. THE PERSON HAS TO KNOW HOW TO WORK!
not tt i always know how to work, but i dun think i am tt bad.
it's fun to work with pple.
but it sucks when the pple u work with is irresponsible, inefficient and has a heck care attitude. OH MY! tt's the worst case. then u might as well work alone and claim all credit.
instead of letting someone useless share the credit with u!
the world is tt pragmatic. LOL.

and somehow.. i have made mistakes. but now! i know my mistake. i will nvr repeat my mistake again!
COS I KNOW WHO CANNOT WORK! =)

one bitten, twice shy. no more THRICE. i rather DIE

signing off
2:48 PM