today was quite ok.
quite reflecting for myself.
u know sometimes.. when u know u r really really capable of sth and u really wanna excel in tt?
but when chance is given, u blow it off urself!!
y must it always be me regretting?
i knew i can do better than how i performed today.
i knew i could beat those pple.
i knew and i KNOW i have more than tt to show
then why am i not?
i just wanna let pple know i am capable.
is it so diffcult?
i just wan to prove myself
signing off
12:08 AM