mel mel's BLAH BLAH land

mel mel is blogginggggggggggggg
cos i am boredddddddd! very very bored!

stayed at home today or shld i say i went to my ah ma hse! hees.
no one at home, home alone aint fun.
so i went to company ah ma =) and since her hse got sports channel, i can watch my snooker videos there! hees.

so went there for lunch watch snooker video
talk to my ah ma.
eat again
then slp. LOL.
then go home. hahahas.
simple but nice life.

girls coming over for mj tmr =)
YEA.
gathering again and again and again! hees. b4 we all go for camps.
i think i will die during camps. LOL.

and for course changing.
i think i am set.
i got a decision. lol.

signing off
6:29 PM

mel mel is blogging!!!

today is s stay-home day!
was supposed to play pool with sal.. but he fell sick instead. hahas
so i decided to save up my money, stay at home to coach my bro on his studies.

he promised me he would return home by 1pm after his shooting practice.
but by 1, he was still at yishun.
so i called and smsed him but he no reply.
so i had to resort to fetching him frm yck instead.
and u know how MUST DIRECTION SENSE I HAD.
it's achievement for me to return home safely! after going yck to pick my bro up! hees.

so i have to agree.
my bro have not matured yet.
still duno how to think for himself.
plus my dad is overseas and has lesser time for him.
and without my mummy, it's like one less person to talk to him.

so sometimes i am clueless bout wad to do with him.
studying is not studying for others.
u hav e to know y u are studying and wad is it for.
but he duno anything.
he's studying cos he's afraid of nagging.
so expected, his results are erm. TERRIBLE?

lols. i hope mummy can do sth to make him mature frm up above!

signing off
3:06 PM

today was quite ok.
quite reflecting for myself.

u know sometimes.. when u know u r really really capable of sth and u really wanna excel in tt?
but when chance is given, u blow it off urself!!
y must it always be me regretting?

i knew i can do better than how i performed today.
i knew i could beat those pple.
i knew and i KNOW i have more than tt to show
then why am i not?
i just wanna let pple know i am capable.
is it so diffcult?

i just wan to prove myself

signing off
12:08 AM