feel like blogging... quite a lot of tots in my heaad.
cos i dun understand how things can turn out wad it is today.
how can someone so close to me become forced to turn away frm me.
it's all my doing? i still dun understand.
u were once so close to me.
once the one bringing smiles to my face =)
once the one knowing sth will last.
once the one letting me understand the meaning of 幸福
once the one whom i felt special to
once the one who can make me forget everything with just a few words.
but now. HAHAS. i dun even know wad to say.
and while i am trying to salvage things.
i duno wad's going thru ur mind.
some signs here and there or maybe it's just me.
reading too much into wad is normal
i cannot put it down.
it's going to take a lot from me. i know.
but i know sth. even if things are fine. it's not gonna be the same =)
i am convinced. pple do change. the heart may not changed but the person will.
do u cherish the person for the heart or for him/herself?
i just hoped there is a chance to tell u everything. and then get a real honest ans.
i believe we are suitable as frens. cos we've been thru things b4.
i am not comfortable with commitment. tt's my weakness. but i dun deny i have been commited once. i know how it feels. to give it all and then to get a smile in return.
maybe one day. i'll be.
this post is referring to 3 different pple =)
signing off
10:08 PM