this entry is not meant to be understood cos i predicted it to be one without a proper topic even before blogging out my tots.
i have many things i wanna say, many things i wanna pen down and it is soooo messed up in me.
so yea.. if u understand it.. give credits to ur understanding of me. LOL and of cos.. ur wild imagination.
今天，我看清了两个人。
看清了自己，看清了你。
我在追求嗜好的当时，我忽略了朋友，家人，甚至学业。
最糟的是，是我心甘情愿的忽略他们。
总是找借口弥补错误。
我错了。
我非常非常的恶劣。
说变就变，搞得周围的人都团团转。
搞得自己不知所措。
心是烦的。脑是模糊的。
我，乱了。
and there i saw thru u.
though i shld have known earlier.
it wasn't more of the feeling of lost.
it is most of being insulted.
i hate being insulted, and u did a very very gd job *claps*
but it does not matter anymore
it is the process of learning and living. you've made me learn a lot.
thk u =)
how can sth so close turn out to be so awkward eventually?
how did i force someone out of my life and out of my circle.
how did i change so drastically towards one.
how did i no longer care bout someone overnight?
maybe as i saw thru other pple, u saw thru me.
i did the wrong thing regarding u.
as i reacted, u reflected.
i just have to say.. gd bye.. my fren.
signing off
12:02 PM