was talking to kel today during HRM break and i rem telling her...
KELLY!! my life isn't my life anymore. it has been dominated by many pple. hahas
and so i tot bout it.. my life not my life anymore...
why shld i let others dominate my life when it's mine? =)
i let others dominate my life cos i wanna give them my time. i wanna spend time with them,
but sharing time btw so many pple tt are impt to me has made my life not to be mine. hahas.
finally today i have some time to myself. like now. =)
studying my biochem in the room alone while my busy roomie is going ard hall to sell civ shirts. hahas.
and then u start to think again. how long haven i been so alone in the room?
how long haven i felt like tonight. hahas.
and then it feels different. feels like wad i wan it to be, but feels different.
some things shld be natural.
cos i find the tendency to think. in your place.
dun really know how to articulate my thoughts. hahas. but nvm. does not really matter.
因为短暂，所以记忆是完美的。
我的不能说的秘密。
signing off
12:05 AM