mel mel's BLAH BLAH land

mel mel is back blogging again =)

today's the leap day! once in every 4 yrs.
another day means another day for me to survive without money
and another for me to survive not smsing. hahas

but today is rather well-spent to me.
went to repair my phone!
LIKE FINALLY!

but sth happened in the bishan carpark.
hahas. shall not bother to elaborate. damn guilty alr.

then went home b4 going out again to fetch my dad from work. =)
so u can guess tt i borrowed the car for the day to run all my errands.

then went to ikea with my dad and sis for some last min late night shopping
and home sweet home. shall do some studying ltr and over the weekends.

but tmr have to wake up early for job canvassing. ARGH!
mummy bless me!

signing off
11:27 PM

today's the day tt mark momo's death.
6mths since u have been gone.
every month i will rem this day.
25th is a day tt marks many things. so yupps.. this day is a bad day and also a gd day.

this day is the day we all lost u and we all cried over our lost.
but this day.. is the day u were freed of all ur pain and suffering, going to a place no one could imagine - paradise. =)
from this day onwards, momo is no longer ard physically.
but u are ard i know. in my dreams and everywhere i go.
u heard me right? i know.

so i hope u are happy up there cos we are! u can see =)
but pls take care of the man u loved while u were ard. and still love now.
cos he's trying hard. to be the man of the fam, to make decisions and to handle us like nvr b4.
but he needs company, he needs love and he needs ur support.

so.. yar. momo. dun leave us first. stay ard longer.
i can still rem ur last "happy birthday" to me =)

signing off
11:54 PM

was talking to kel today during HRM break and i rem telling her...
KELLY!! my life isn't my life anymore. it has been dominated by many pple. hahas

and so i tot bout it.. my life not my life anymore...
why shld i let others dominate my life when it's mine? =)
i let others dominate my life cos i wanna give them my time. i wanna spend time with them,
but sharing time btw so many pple tt are impt to me has made my life not to be mine. hahas.

finally today i have some time to myself. like now. =)
studying my biochem in the room alone while my busy roomie is going ard hall to sell civ shirts. hahas.
and then u start to think again. how long haven i been so alone in the room?
how long haven i felt like tonight. hahas.
and then it feels different. feels like wad i wan it to be, but feels different.

some things shld be natural.
cos i find the tendency to think. in your place.
dun really know how to articulate my thoughts. hahas. but nvm. does not really matter.

因为短暂，所以记忆是完美的。

我的不能说的秘密。

signing off
12:05 AM

stress level is kinda high for me now...
stress stress stress...

have got a resume to hand in for communications assignment which is due TMR!
have got a biochem test on thurs i think. in which the content is like my ORG CHEM LAST SEM! to pple whom knew how i struggled thrtu my org chem, u will know how torturous is this to me. =)
and then.. maths tut and maths quiz on tues which erm.. i have no clue on topics being tested.
i am so SCREWED! hahas.

sian sian sian...

signing off
1:22 PM

wth! i am super irritated with the small kids in my hse.
SUPER UPER DUPER IRRITATING.

they AUTOMATICALLY opened up my HAMSTER CAGE!
took out my little juniors and started TORTURING THEM! like wtf.

i had to intercept so many times to save my juniors but they keep taking them out!!!
argh argh argh.. feel like keeping my hamsters away.

my hamsters are dyinggg.. cannot wait for them to GET LOST.so my hamsters can have their life back.

ARGH
get off

signing off
5:20 PM

i am very lazy to have headers for the pictures. but above is my dear ben! my mr. valentine.
erm... my flowers. (24 orange and 3 white)
his bed full of loving balloons, the roses he bought and porcupine. hahas.
and finally. on his table is our candlelight! HAHAS.

so for him... i must thk him. =) for giving me such a sweet and romantic valentine. hees.

thk u dear. =) wahahas

and p.s. i love u was the FIRST DECENT MOVIE WE WATCH! and it was super nice!!
go watch go watch! HEES..

happy v day!

signing off
1:42 AM

it's daddy's birthday today! hees.

and my dad is super cute. i smsed him this morning.

i said : happy birthday daddy! old alr, but still my cute papa.

and guess wad he said?

he replied : see you tonight.

LOL. my dad has NO SENSE OF HUMOUR at all. but tt's my daddy! =) hahas!

going out for dinner with him ltr to celebrate his b dae.

his first b dae since momo left us. so i know momo will join us tonight.

after dinner, might either be going back hall or home. see wad time it ends ba. =)

but for now. i have got a HR TEST AT 5.30! oh noooo... pia pia pia!

signing off
3:42 PM

YAY~~ mel mel kong finally obtained my PERSONAL DRIVING LICENSE!!!
woohooo!!! my ticket to freedom.. tt's wad they say. hahas.
but it's my ticket to being a driver i supposed! hees.
lucky day to take my driving test cos everyone's in a gd mood. hahas.
so naturally, it becomes easier for me to pass. =)

after tt... went to my dad's fren's hse for visiting b4 visiting momo! hees.

then meet dear and went to his hse.
went for dinner with his fam
changi beach.

and then home! =)

long day but sweet. =)

thk u dear

signing off
12:01 AM

yay! i have 3 more babies to take care of.

hammy's gone but now!!! i have 3 hammy juniorS to take care of for the time being.

1 mth old baby hamsters.

2 male and 1 female. (pity the female)

and they are SUPER DUPER CUTEEEE!

u guys will nvr know how cute they are.

so i must have EVIDENCE! show u guys pictures!!!

aren't they super cute?

hahas.. i hope i can keep ALL OF THEM! but it is kinda time consuming. SOBS

signing off
10:29 PM

ytd was a GREATTT DAY! despite the fact tt i failed my driving. hahas.
it was a suay case for me. hate my tester. HAHAS!

but besides tt.
i think ytd was fantastic!

went to my ah ma hse after driving.
companied her and slpt at her hse like after sooooo long.
still feels so comfortable
then ate lunch at her hse b4 heading off to tpy to meet tu di for snooker!

hees.. tu di.. no worries ya..
not only ur fault. i was not potting well too! HAHAS.maybe too tired for u le. yupps.

after tt... RUSHED off to vch to meet sushi, kee kee and kel for elmo's concert.
i RUSHED because SOMEONE.. arhem!! was late. hahas.
so we did mad rush to vch.

after concert, ate supper at xin wang.
went home with dear to collect his car b4 he gave me a lift home.
hahas. and then i shall not elaborate =)

BYE PPLE! hahas

signing off
11:29 AM