bad day. today is one bad day, to me at least.
though it was the first day of SCH! first day of lectures.
slpt at 2am and woke up at 7.30. obviously lack of slp.
and then attended PHYSICS lecture which got me super slpy and blur.
but still tahan-ed thru it. managed to understand some parts of it.
must revise slides again.
then break for 3 hrs.
went back room to scan com, slack and BINGE on MASHED POTATO with piggy
then meet kel and bei and went to eat at cafe express.
only shared one apple pie with piggy.
and tt lasted me 3 hrs! forensic sci lecture.
i was dozing off like siao. while kel and piggy were so awake.
THIS IS THE PART WHICH MADE ME MISS SU KEE KEE!! my slping partner =X
after tt 3 torturous hrs, went back room.
ate hall 14 western food and off for tuition.
IT WAS A NIGHTMARE going home from ntu. damn crowded and tired.
tuition was fine.
but i cannot tahan 3 days of tuition per week. thinking of calling it off alr.
let's see on sat.
not in a very good mood today.
needed someone to talk to.
tried to find one, but suan le. shall not elaborate on my feelings.
hall life made me realise how much i missed my fam.
i wanna give all my free time to them
but my time is so torn btw tuition, driving, studies and fam.
though hall life is fun, but i really miss my family.
so little time, but so many things to do.
maybe this is call growing up and taking charge of wad i need to do.
but i feel like crying =(
i think i am breaking down, though i see no reason in it.
i hate the feeling of being dependent. tt's why i am trying not to be too dependent.
but it's making me feel so vulnerable.
tt's why i needed someone to listen and talk to me today.
but couldn't.
thk u sua ku =)
signing off
10:41 PM