my life revolves ard battles now.
i won my battle in pool ytd, i hope she wins her battle.
not tt i hope, but i WAN HER TO WIN.
she will win.
it wasn't the tv tt was entertaining.
it was me. i could not bear to look cos tears well up in my eyes everytime i take my focus away from the tv.
it wasn't me tt was strong. i was hiding everything inside.
i was the weakest.
i could not even look at her and say i love u cos i will cry out when i say tt.
i pretended to be strong, but there's no point seriously.
it's not me to cry in front of her.
i wanna be strong cos others are breaking down at this moment.
just.. dun leave me
signing off
10:51 AM