i look like some pitiful abandoned kid whenever i look into the mirror
i am red, or rather burnt. and somewhat peeling.
my lips is swollen with signs of stitches
and i cannot really walk properly because my legs are aching from climbing of stairs.
so it seems tt mel mel will be the mel mel b4 i went to camp after some time. hahas
though i hope i can continue looking damn tanned! HEES
i dun wanna become fair ALL OVER AGAIN! argh!
but i think i have become fitter. hahas.
my ma ma sayang me a lot now cos she say looking at me makes her heart ache.
so i think i am kinda irresponsible.
because of my carelessness, the seniors had to bring me to A&E in the middle of the night despite their tiredness
i had to wake my mama up from her slp and she had to rush to the hospital, worrying
and now, everyone is worrying for me after hearing bout my injury
feel so guilty making everyone close to me worried. hais.
now i understand why my ma ma sometimes say " i am happy enough if u can take care of urself"
because i NVR DO!
sobs. i love my MO MO
signing off
10:53 PM