mel mel's BLAH BLAH land

i dun like full moons yet i cannot help but stare at full moons.
argh! they remind me of so many things.

signing off
12:11 AM

lalala.. spent the whole day at home today.
doubt i will have many chances to do tt in the future when i go uni.
uni life.. how will tt be i wonder?

oh.. i was supposed to go out today with my mum
but her sis came down today, so we cancelled it and stayed at home
ah ma came to cook LUNCH AND DINNER! yum yum! =)
and as usual, i chiong-ed my LNX! wahahaha!!!!

day out with girls ytd was damn nice! damn fun! and damn KPO! hahas!!!!
they'll know wad i mean
lunch at food republic
dinner at ambush
and then dessert and drinks at giraffe. did not meet age requirement for acid bar, etc.

and then! i am in the same grp as hall camp wth my dear piggy AGAIN! hahas
but either one of us have to switch grps cos the GL realised tt we are ROOMIES. lol
we are fated... as usual.
how bout being in the SAME CLASS???? hees =)

signing off
11:04 PM

saw my hostel room for the first time today..
kinda ok, better than hall 10, but needs a lotta cleaning up. yupps.
sunday will be moving in plus clean up day.. if i have the time.
cos i will be having stupid tuition at 4pm. hais...

played snooker with tu di today...
cos very long nvr see him le. so meet up b4 my busy life starts.
snooker was okie. getting back my form i think. the word is i think. =X

snooker partner entering army le!
no more snooker partner. hahas.. i have to do individual training. sobs.

tmr is driving plus going out with s10b girls =)
YESH!

signing off
1:46 AM

there is some sort of confusion going thru my mind now
am i doing u good or bad?
is wad i wan wad u wan too?
are we on the same frequency?
the most impt thing.. do u mind anything at all?

STOP!
i promise i will let it go

if it is within my means in the first place

cos sometimes, i am so tempted to say it all out

cos i dun dare to tell anyone.

错的真心

signing off
12:42 AM

7 hrs of snooker is a torture with 14 frames!
hands aching, shoulder aching.
this is wad 7 hrs of snooker can do..

and then tuition spoilt my snooker mood...
had to go to yck, give tuition and then go home for dinner..

after tmr, i am gonna be damn busy. hais...
i am fearing my hostel life. sobs...
i will miss my momo, my dadddy!! my kong kong and my xiao di
sobs...

signing off
11:33 PM

i have so much on my mind now

it wasn't the story, it was the company

signing off
11:04 PM

i dreamt tt i died

signing off
1:41 PM

my plans for today!

-driving from 1-3
-snooker from 4-7
-tuition from 8-9.30

all my timings fall in place nicely =)
my last week to enjoy life b4 i go for hall camp, b4 i start sch officially.
i am goin back to sch! how does tt feel? i duno

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signing off
11:54 AM

看着你有一道光茫
看着你有一点心动
看着你有形容不出的笑容
看着你,心偶尔会不知不觉地痛起来
看着你总希望时间能永远的停留
看着你却有好多不敢说的心底话
看着你,我真的不想回到现实际的世界
看着你发现一切都是自己的幻想

看到你是一种痛苦的幸福

signing off
11:35 PM

ARGH I AM BORED BORED BORED
SIANS SIANS SIANS.

u can nvr believe to wad extent am i bored.
i was so bored i started calling pple whom i can talk to
i called kee kee, sushi, piggy, hmm and kel kel.
i called KEL! hahas.. tt was HOW BORED I WAS!

and then when everything failed, i went to play POKEMON on my GAMEBOY.
my god.. how long haven i done tt. hahas..
but i was entertained for one hr b4 i considered coming online
and NO ONE'S online.
so i shall conclude tt being online is the most boring thing i could do.
at least pokemon kept me entertained and quiet.
online made me realised how bored i was..
i shall ABSTAIN from bring online. hahhas
let's see how successful i will be. argh
BORED!

p.s. and keekee, if u r reading this. sms me tell me where and wad time u wad wan potter tmr =)

signing off
12:32 AM

hall 12 - the place where me and piggy will be suffering from each other's company for the nxt yr after sch starts. LOL

we were praying for hall3 or 16, but ended up with 12.
oh well! hahas.. at least i have PIGGY!
i seriously think tt piggy and i will be bored of each other by the time we have to give up our hostels. hahas!
same course, same hostel and ROOMIES!
bring in the same class will make us ULTIMATE PIGS. hahhas.. binded by fate.

and today is so tiring.
slpt at 2 this morning but woke up at 9 =(
went to SGH with my momo, then home for a nap
left for tuition at bout 2.30.
fnished tuition at 5, go home and rot.
today is tiring dayyyyy..

andddd SUSHI IS BACK! yay!!!
i bet she MISSES me yea yea???
SUSHI U BETTER TAG SOON! =)

and tmr is POTTER with my fave bo liao partner
SU KEE KEE! wahahaha

and daddy's coming home tmr =)

signing off
9:00 PM

today's tiring day
managed to sneak out to play snooker with yu xian in the morning.
FINALLY GET TO TOUCH MY CUE AGAIN!
but lost a bit of touch. damn sians when playing cos cueing not very gd. =(
takes time to return to my proper cueing.
i can cue better than now. i know it.

was supposed to meet piggy 2.45 at tpy control station.
but i got delayed because of curry mee. LONG STORY
dun wanna talk bout it.
in the end, only reached ps at 4pm for my og outing instead of 3.30pn
we bought food from carrefour then headed to fort canning park for PICNIC!
hees.. and we eat eat eat, talk talk talk. damn funny
cos we were sitiing right smack at the middle of a pathway. LOL.

after tt, meet lyn at the cdentral at clarke quay and sat down to talk again
we just walked ard when we were tired of sitting and then home sweet home.

clarke quay is quite a nice place.
singapore river got nice view leh. hahas.. first time i think so...
and then i had a thought tt lasted

signing off
1:27 AM

today is like the BUSIEST day of the week. =)
my mp3 was delievered to my hse door this morning at bout 10am!
YAY!!! managed to unwrap everything and read instructions b4 i step outta my hse.
did not even have time to on and charge it =X

went to vivo with my mummy and aunt. my sis joined us after sch at bout 2 sth.
we went to shop for dresses and gowns.
cos my aunt's getting married and me sis and i are the BRIDESMAID
my god! me? bridesmaid? can be considered a nightmare. hahas
so we went ard shopping for gowns lors.
in the end, i settled for one at daniel yam.
i have another one to search for. SAVE ME! =)
my sis bought one too! hers is short de. mine is long.
cos she looks better in short, and i look better in long. fei hua! haha!!!!

had a small bite at island cafe
and then when my sis arrived, ate lunch at sakae sushi.
dinner was CHEAP CHEAP! at banquet. and then home sweet home!
wanted to take a cab, but the queue was darn long.
so took 145 home instead. but today kinda fruitful.
at least i bought a gown =)
everyone!! BE PROUD OF ME! hahahaas...

signing off
12:58 AM

todayyyy is the busiest dayyyy after since i got injured!!
COS MY MAMA JUST REFUSE TO LET ME GO OUT FOR NO REASON!
she is afraid tt i will injure myself again cos i am ACCIDENT PRONE to her =(
am i really so accident prone?

today got driving from 1.30-3.30pm
think too long nvr drive le. a bit off form
lotta engine sounds cos i stpped too hard on accelerator =X
disappointed. =(

after tt, piggy meet me at tpy and we went to our hse together!
HEES.. piggy too bo liao le. then come find me. =)
and!!! my mama ask piggy dun let me play games for hall camp!
ARGH! tt is how worried she is now. sobs.
shld i be happy or frustrated!
I AM NOT ACCIDENT PRONE!!!!

and then.. gave tuition in the night!
first tuition in my life. hahas
went to the wrong building and made a fool outta myself =X
i tot all condo were as simple as MY CONDO! ahahahs..
which is so wrong. =X
but ok lar.. tuition was fine =)

I AM GETTING MY STONE TMR!
woohooo!!!! new mp3 mp3 mp3!
i hope my dad dun kill me when he sees it after coming home from europe. =X

signing off
12:02 AM

dreams again in my slp.
i think i read too much harry potter alr. hahahas...
the dream somehow reflected wad i was thinking b4 i went to slp.
it was about a race!
i was racing with my frens.. all sorts of frens. hahas.
then i dropped sth very impt to me. MY BOLSTER! wahahahas =X
but i ignored it cos i wan to win the race.
though someone picked it up, knew the imptance of it
but did not return personally to me. hahas.. MY BOLSTER. LOL

maybe i think too much
but we kw the imptance.
but we refuse to let it be known to each other.
is it cos we have less faith in wad brings pple together.
or is it just human nature?

signing off
2:34 PM

i am playing a very childish game currently.
duno wad is on my mind. LOL

today i FINALLY went out!!
like FINALLY!!!!

went to paragon with my mo mo first in the morning
shopped ard orchard and momo bought me another pair of SHORTS! waahahahah!
so much for uni life. i get an excuse to buy things.
but it is also not my hobby to buy things.

after tt, went to tpy polyclinic for a wound review.
my wound is OK. according to the doc tt is.. hahas.
but still cannot eat big mouthfuls. will stretch the stitch. sobs.

and the home sweet home. tiring...
my momo still dun allow me to play snooker.. AARGH!!
wad an untimely injury. sians

i finished my ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!
praise me pple! first time after ages since i finished reading a book in 3 days.
i am DARN READY FOR THE MOVIE! if my wound permits. =X

signing off
12:01 AM

at the rate i am blogging, this blog will be full when i start sch. LOL
have been staying at home for bout 4 days le.
luckily i have momo to company me, or else i will be darn bored.
and not forgetting my order of the phoenix.
have been reading it for the past 2 days but i keep dozing off in the afternoon!!!
i think i will need tmr to finish it up. AND THEN I WILL WATCH THE MOVIE!
even though many has encouraged me to watch the movie BEFORE reading the book.
but who cares.. the movie will be nice if the company is nice =)

because of my afternoon naps, i cannot slp now.
gd heavens
and sushi going for engin camp tmr. hahas..
we keep going for camps consecutively...
must gather when everyone has finished their camps.

signing off
12:44 AM

很多事情都不想多说
害怕说了造成更大的误会
你越关心,我更疏远
妳越关心,我期望更高

有时候变得连最亲进的旁观者都搞不清我在想什么

signing off
2:16 PM

I AM BLOGGING AGAIN!!!
look how bored i am tt i can blog twice a day =X
attempting to read harry potter - order of the phoenix b4 i catch the movie.
kel and piggy both said tt the book is better.
so yupps.. let me become INTELLECTUAL! poof! PROF KONG! =)

it's difficult to change
pple can change and then change back
tt's why we have HABITS.
bu zhi de. really bu zhi de.

when the answer to WHY is i duno.
tt means there is a reason to regret.
at least u know, i duno

signing off
9:39 PM

me me me!!! i took a pic of me! LOL. a bit stupid. but who cares!

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!!!!! hees.. dun u think i am DARKER!!!! hahas. ignore my injury =X

this entry is so dumb

signing off
12:07 PM

i look like some pitiful abandoned kid whenever i look into the mirror
i am red, or rather burnt. and somewhat peeling.
my lips is swollen with signs of stitches
and i cannot really walk properly because my legs are aching from climbing of stairs.

so it seems tt mel mel will be the mel mel b4 i went to camp after some time. hahas
though i hope i can continue looking damn tanned! HEES
i dun wanna become fair ALL OVER AGAIN! argh!
but i think i have become fitter. hahas.

my ma ma sayang me a lot now cos she say looking at me makes her heart ache.
so i think i am kinda irresponsible.
because of my carelessness, the seniors had to bring me to A&E in the middle of the night despite their tiredness
i had to wake my mama up from her slp and she had to rush to the hospital, worrying
and now, everyone is worrying for me after hearing bout my injury
feel so guilty making everyone close to me worried. hais.
now i understand why my ma ma sometimes say " i am happy enough if u can take care of urself"
because i NVR DO!

sobs. i love my MO MO

signing off
10:53 PM

yay!!! mel mel is damn happy today!!!

cos SUSHI AND KEE KEE came to visit me today, after knowing i was injured.

kee kee was so bad.

she laughed at me when she saw me, making me trying to control my laughter cos i cannot laugh

ARGH!

sushi came first at bout 2.

teach me photoshop, talked to her fren and went to work!

then kee kee came,

bought me a cookie lollipop! and pei me till now!

SUPER SUPER GAN DONG!

I LOVE SUSHI AND KEE KEE!!! hahahas

makes my injury less painful =)

but i still cannot go out these days. sobs. stay at home and slack.
heard from piggy tt fondue got MOST ENTHU OG AWARD

woohoooo!!!!! LOLS.. were we tt enthu? i WONDER!

but at the same time also a bit disappointed.

sushi and my RUBIK'S CUBE!

kee kee and me!!!! I AM GOOD AT CONCEALING MY STITCHES! (but not my burnt)

signing off
8:06 PM

i am back from camp MIRACULOUSLY!
guess why?

cos i suffered a terrible cut on my upper lip and had to go emergency in the middle of the night
had 3 stitches in the inner lip and it is damn swollen
3 stitches. experience of my life. =X
was playing the game-candle fight when an accident happened
some guy's head hit my lip and there! the teeth cut right thru my lip
the seniors went ard to find a 24hr clinic but every one was closed.
so had to go to NUH but had to wait for 2 hrs.
so went to alexander hopsital and waited for 1/2 hr.
my wound bled for one hr!

and the first person who came to my mind when i had to stitch was my MOMO!
my momo had to rush down to alexander hospital and save me
and she dragged me home though i wanted to go back to camp.
now i cannot eat well and sleep well. save me!

but camp was fun and tiring.
i suffered bruise and burnts (sun burnts)
now i am red and aching all over.
had to climb stairs everyday and walk all over ntu.
my legs are damn muscular now. MUSCLE WOMAN!

signing off
8:43 PM

just finshed packing wadever i need for camp.
hope i did not miss out anything.
was awoken by my parents very very early this morning for breakfast.
went to macs and then home for packing. =)
wheee!! i hope the camp will be fun and more fun! =)

signing off
12:11 PM

let go of ur pride mel mel
dun do wad's opposite of wad u are thinking of inside.
there are other things more impt than pride.

so many emotions felt
u feel so high above, tt i am trying so differently
the truth is difficult, a lie makes life easier

truth crosses the line
lie makes me crazy

different mel mel in front of different pple.
making different impressions.
which mel mel is mel mel?
if u think u know me well, i think u and i have to think again if tt is me.

let me be emo for once after so long. tmr will be better!

signing off
9:41 PM

stayed over at elmo hse ytd.
played one round of mahjong and lots of rounds of bridge!
went siao as usual in elmo's hse.
all the wrong words and senseless topics coming out of our mouth when we were totally spaced out. hahas.
sushi was the first to fall aslp this time! HAHAS!
and because of tt, we all GET TO SLP!
slpt at 3 and woke up at 9.30.
but we slacked on the bed till 11.30am when we finally left elmo hse.
in the end, i was late in meeting yasi, hong guang and jun xian. =X
late for bout 1/2 hr. pai sehs.

watched transformers at marina square.
ate nachos for lunch
and soup spoon for dinner.
transformers was nice as expected, judging from all the goody comments from frens.
hees. felt different when i watched tranformers.
the feeling was different from watching other movies.
duno wad is so special bout transformers.

and then home sweet home.
tmr must prepare for spms camp.
7-8 sets of clothing. do i even have so many clothing?
hahas. wear all my phs and nyjc shirts. hahas!

signing off
9:29 PM

forgot to blog bout sth. hahas
although today just started, but good thigns and bad things alr happened.
my dreams! HAHAS
guess wad? i had the nicest dream ever! and the worst dream ever!
it's like someone giving u wad u wan for soooo long and then throws it away a moment later.
if i am not wrong, the nicest dream is also the worst dream.
scenarios change in dreams JUST LIKE TT! no sense de
but my dream feel so real. i hope dreams come true. hahas

been having weird dreams lately... maybe i am becoming weird. HAHAS

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signing off
11:47 AM

mel mel is so poor thingggg...
just recovered from a swollen eye not long agoo and now
i have a swollen foot. DARN!
just when i was about to go escape with kee kee
just when my camps are about to begin, i hurt my foot. ARGH!!!!

this was wad happened. lols.
went out with my mum to shop ytd. cos i needed shorts for uni.
after the whole shopping trip, i was about to hail a cab for my mum when i did not realise the uneven ground and stepped into a pit. damn it.
immediate pain! HAHAS.
the funniest thing is. my mum just asked "painful not" and BOARDED THE CAB.

and i tahan-ed my leg to go play snooker. LOL.
i am good in bearing pain! HAHAS.
pain was unbearable by the time i reached home.
ohhh.. only my dear kong kong cares bout me and asked to put egg or ice.
KONG KONG! i love u. hahas

signing off
11:36 AM

today. 3rd july. 11.47pm.

had driving today.
drove from tpy to ubi and then vice versa.
was damn satisfied with myself for the first 1/2 hr cos the jorney was rather smooth.
so i tot to myself " i will not stall today AT ALL!"
and guess wad? right after i said tt, i stalled. DARN.
and then i just stalled many many times again. SIANS.
but today's driving was a little exciting.
i was driving behind a truck when it was turning.
and as it turned, the objects it was carrying FELL onto the road and the driver was oblivious.
so my instructor told me to catch up with him and i practically drove DAMN FAST!
damn shuang! WOOHOO!!!

after driving, went home to slack for 2 hrs
then out to tpy again for pool.
played for 4 hrs with sal, b4 we decided to call it a day.
pool is niceee. but snooker is better. =)

after this week is camps camps and more camps.
july could be a busy month. =) FINALLY

signing off
11:44 PM

stay home monday for me
no monday blues cos everyday feels the same to me.
bro was at home today because it is HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
but he was studying and using the com while i was slacking in my own way! LOL

slpt for 12 hr. slpt at 12am ytd and woke up at 12pm today. =X
and then! i took a nap at 5.30pm again!
BECAUSEEE!!! my bro asked me maths qns. and maths makes me tired. hahas
so it gives me an excuse to take a nap.
woke up at 8. LOL.
i will have a tough time slping tonight. DARN

after the impt days..
i have things to do, i have things to expect. =) =( =X

signing off
10:31 PM

today is a HOT and TIRING day, my god.
but it was fun! LOL.

went for morning walk with my parents in the morning.
woke up at 8.30. MY GOD.

and then went to meet my godsis - joyce and phebe for lunch
went to minds cafe at dhoby ghaut and played the whole afternoon. hahas.
lunch was my fave part of the day =)
finally met up with joyce and phebo!
it's been a long timeeee cos our schedules always clash.
but i am kinda tired. so photos, pls link to JOYCEEEEE blog. =)

went dinner with my grandparenst at ikea
after tt, to ntuc for grocery shopping
and then home sweet home.
oh my. i am bushed. slping early tonight i hope.

signing off
10:47 PM

TO ALL HAMMY FANS IN THE WORLDDD! hahas.. there are reasons why i am in love with him!

my CUTEEE little BABY!

if taking a shot at a time wasn't enough, i took 3 at a time! I'M IN LOVE! hahas

signing off
12:25 AM