too early in the morning to blog bout any happenings cos i just woke bout an hr ago.. so shall blog bout random tots. everytime wanna blog bout these but forget. hahas. but i dun have many tots in my head now. *bangs*
my pact. 3 more days to go. yay! i shld be happy cos only left 3 more days! hees.. woohoo!!!! although quite xin ku, but better than wad i will be going thru if the pact nvr come true.
snooker and pool.. uncle at snooker zone asked me to join s'pore under 21 competition. say got chance to go national team. hmmm... shld i? *duno* mel mel hum. dun dare to join competition. hahas.
school. is choosing pharm right? seems to have some regrets. but heck. nus haven send letter. but if i do get pharm, i will go pharm cos both chem and bio chem and pharm are not my real first choice. guess this life is full of regrets. tt's why i hate this FREAKING education system.
life. i am trapped. i duno when to stop and now i am trapped. *dead* but i also cannot do anything. cos nth is said! haha.. so .. mel mel.. DUN THINK! hees. lalalas.
fam. cherishing fam bonds more nowdays. but wan more time with fam = compromise the time i have with my frens. i wan my frens, i wan my fam. so how? i duno. but i do prefer to stay at home at times.. getting very lazy to get outta my hse. hees..
me. i even have a prob with myself. *faints* so failure.. i wanna do so many other things but i dun have the courage to do it. then i regret. wad's the freaking use? since i know i wan it, but i dun dare go for it. then regret for wad?! it's my choice ma.nxt time i gonna regret my future, regret my passion and regret my whole entire life.. sobs. =(
signing off
11:57 AM