time to ask myself wad i truly wan and go for it
no point complaining here and there bout wad i cannot get
it's my life, i shld detemine how it shld turn out
i shld not let others determine and then i regret THEIR choices.
how stupid tt is
but i duno wad i wan
no mind of my own
i am neutral with all choices
i dun even know wad i wan now, how to go for it?
but i accepted ntu cbc alr.
shld i appeal?
ARGH!
signing off
12:35 PM