let me be truthful on my blog this time. =)
my past: i am still holding on, not letting go. for wad? i seriously duno myself. it was a regret. but i cannot get thru myself. and maybe it is just me. so i dun find any point in holding on anymore. since there is nth we can do about it and we are heading towards path tt are so different. maybe if fate allows, like the ace of hearts, u could be my future! =) but for now, no no, i must let u go.
my present : no regrets.. but i think i am doing to much to just gain ur precious attention. it is so difficult to get thru u and yet i keep trying. i wonder wad is spurring me on. but i cannot deny wad i feel. i just hope tt u will give me some signs. or perhaps.. just give me some attention. it could be me being demanding, but at the end of the day, it is obvious tt u matter more to me than i matter to u. =)
my future : dun say anything to me. u know and i know it is impossible. i rather keep things this way. even if u are my present, i dun think u will be my future.. i cannot foresee the future but tt is how i feel presently. just dun treat me so well.
if u dun understand, dun ask me. hahas.. but if u do. u can ask me. cos if u do, it means i have mentioned it b4, i just dun wanna keep it inside le.
ok! done. no more being serious. took me so long to think of wad to type for this entry. today... i stayed at home again! i did not go out to play snooker with yu xian cos i had to go to my aunt's hse at tampines at bout 2 sth. and i woke up at 11 plus. =X so i chose not to spend any money this weekend cos i will be going out almost everyday nxt week! hahs.. went shopping with my aunt and mummy and ah ma and ah gong and daddy and uncle (so many pple) and i bought an ORANGE BLOUSE! lols.. nicey! had dinner at a coffee shop nearby and then home sweet home! hahas.. slpt on the car but i am damn energetic now.. am i? hees
tmr will be k box cum dxo with the girls!! woohooo.. now tt almost all of us are JOBLESS!! it is time to enjoy life together! hahahas...
signing off
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